Trauma Drama Mama

These past few days I have really wondered if I am really as tough as I like to think that I am.

I don't think that I am.

Maybe, just Maybe
I
am
A DRAMA QUEEN.

examples:

1. I was severely sunburned on my left shoulder and it hurt so bad, i wanted to cry.

2.my outdoor rec class went on a 15 mile bike ride and my ischial tuberosities (sitbones if you will) were so bruised and achey, that i couldn't sit down, use a fourwheeler and i declined a zipline. daniel says it gets better the more you do it, but do i want to do it more, so that i can hurt more, so i can do it more to get even more hurt? no! i don't! i think because of this ischial tuberosity crap going on, i may come to hate biking almost as much as running.


3.NEXT: Today, i was scratching my head and felt something in my hair. i was like "gross!" so i went to the bathroom to pull it out and it was a TICK. i feel like crying just writing that down. I screamed and then moaned. and then daniel went and killed it for me (thanks dude, he cut off the head). And then the rest of the night and even still I have been feeling bugs on me. I think i got the tick from my ranch. i had even showered after the Ranch. grossssssssssssssssss! i want to faint.


because of these events that i find very distressing in my life, i think that maybe i am a drama mama.


what to do?


what to do?


idk

love,
Jen